What fears have you overcome and how?
I was afraid he’d use you to get to me
And that’s just what he did
When I’m reminded of his penchant
It breaks me down inside
Makes me hide and fear for my safety
Because he said he’d take everything away from me
And I saved it
Screenshot
Of how low you would go to
Go through every page of my book
Break me down
So id have to build myself up
From within.
so much drama, so much pain
im holding on to sunshine,
don’t need your rain.
keep your rolling thunder
your gas lightening up the sky
i keep my face lifted up high
let heaven pour on me
it won’t always be night.
Pillows around my body to assure rest
Surely somewhere there is a heart beating
Through the wiring and pangs of death
Will I always feel you with me?
Did you have to break me?
So terribly and deeply,
Pull at the scab blending, into skin.
The winding and melting of our limbs.
Guess you were a mate of my soul.
Hoped that you’d be mine to hold,
And keep just a little while longer.
Maybe if I were a little stronger,
I could sip from your glass have full,
Be the one to push when you pulled.
my read is so fire if you flipped it
you’d think im cursing
matter fact if you don’t script it
you’ll see its cursive
God is my father
watch out you’ll be burning
God is my mother
she’ll take you out of this world and
you acting like it’s astrophysics
im an alchemist,
i mix this pain like a chemist.
god sent you a real one
turned you to a lesson
arms too short to box with God
next time ill move and not feel this harm
now i have to learn and you get this karma
got my script so I dip,
now you heading to phrama – see
now you get what’s coming to you.
warned you before, can’t stop what they do.
excellent service mr. unavailable
emotionally, spiritual and intellectual.
-ly lacking and siphoning
my energy,
with drops of love
so i decided to fill my cup.
and although I’m ever so grateful
this is the year of the faithful.
those who recognize and give their due.
treasure a treasure and not play the fool.
consolation lies in reciprocating,
yet a well run dry leaves one only waiting.
for that which will never come.
can’t call myself dumb.
i believed your every word,
and that which was left unspoken.
you healed the places that were broken,
filled the spaces gone unnoticed.
here there is no blame, only acknowledgement
theres no direction so i can’t follow it.
or you – down this path to nowhere.
it was nice while it lasted
so follow your passions
signed -ms. unavailable.
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