
I tried to cry last night
As grief filled my chest
Not a single tear could I press
From eyes that have seen lies
Betrayal makes the heart cold
I am the walking dead
a virus that has slowly spread
Now despair is all I can hold

I tried to cry last night
As grief filled my chest
Not a single tear could I press
From eyes that have seen lies
Betrayal makes the heart cold
I am the walking dead
a virus that has slowly spread
Now despair is all I can hold
Excuse me sir
Can I have a room please?
One with enough space
to try all that I’m carrying
And maybe you too, since you know it all
With all this time – just once – wouldn’t spoil it all
Show me what you know, just tell me where
I won’t hesitate when you tell me to put it there
And how about this?
How does it look?
What does it make you feel?
Do I have you shook?
Would you do this?
If I called would you come?
To my fitting room
Let’s see what this becomes.
There you are again
Pulling on my energy
Tugging on me in my sleep
Creeping in my inner thoughts
Too scared to show who you are
Well, I feel you.
And although I can’t see you
I touch you back
Feel the length of you
In my depths
I grasp hold of you
With gasps, plees and ooo’s
Knowing that you must stay there
even though I feel you pulling.
To find you did the worst thing any man could do
Abandon a child
Live a lie with so much truth
I find myself so far from you
That I cannot draw near you
as I had before
Is it love, if you didn’t love them?
As much as you loved me
Or am I fool to believe that it’s true
Real
Faithful
Honorable
Never hide, never lie
This is our painful goodbye.
What fears have you overcome and how?
I was afraid he’d use you to get to me
And that’s just what he did
When I’m reminded of his penchant
It breaks me down inside
Makes me hide and fear for my safety
Because he said he’d take everything away from me
And I saved it
Screenshot
Of how low you would go to
Go through every page of my book
Break me down
So id have to build myself up
From within.