nothing that’s growing ever stays the same
anything growing will always change
whether maturing or decaying
so i will know when they ride this wave
they stay afloat
i know myself, what i am and not
finally love myself, okay with those who cannot
it’s not weakness or the frailty within
it’s common ground, what makes us akin?
similar in struggle, destiny, traumas and fate
it’s only flesh and within the godhead remains
the nucleus of souls intertwined with the divine
this is how i will know
don’t need you
and i want you
craving that emperor energy
a soft life where we can just be
you be you
and let me be me
watch the blessings flow so abundantly
feeding off this infinite energy
cups overflowing into one another
creating a sea of authentic creativity
where we don garments that bring us pleasure
synchronized tones and hue so vibrantly
told every where we go to keep shining
black love so brilliantly blinding
opening heavy eyes to see the essence of humanity
the original Adam and Eve
before the fruit
poisoned with a promise of truth
thinking it was a fair trade
unbeknownst to them a snare was made
against all odds they say it was fate
and here we meet
complete
It’s funny how you would even consider
Being better does not have to make me bitter
Just irritated that you would think
You’d ever have it better than me
Thought that if you had one
Then you could have two
But I’m a whole lotta woman
And you bit off more than you could chew
Looking over there thinking you could find
A love so pure and true I’d call you mine
Knowing I know you like you know yourself
Without the ancillaries
And the cards you were dealt
Now you see that I see you
It’s funny how you’d considered
Me choosing you
what a wild trip around the sun
when i began this adventure
the goal was singular
to satisfy my appetite
many lessons learned
i cringe when thinking about the burn
never had this stage of life
throwing caution to the wind and taking flight
who knew this cliff could be so high
now addicted to the thrill knowing i survived
how again will i cheat death
gale force winds to take my breath
to kiss you once again
feel the softness of your skin
roll over with laughter
as we dance in the livingroom
hips rolling, vibes flowing
light the green
set the scene
another round of you and me
i wonder this time
where we’ll be
You’ll find grace here because I’ve been in your place
You’ll find that I’m fit to tie shoes unlaced
Can empathize with every predicament
Can sympathize in whatever state your in
I know I don’t look like I’ve been to hell and back
Cried oceans of tears, almost drowned in my sorrow
My brood the only reason for waking up on the morrow
Wishing each gasp of air was my last breath
Beat my chest at God wanting Him to end it.
And he did
But I didn’t go out like no bitch
So there are no excuses
So here is the short and quick of it.
Know yourself, to thine own self be true
Become the person you’ve always wanted to
Be, have, and needed as a child and teen
Kill your inner victim, you’re your greatest enemy
Make peace with God and self, it’s time to fly free
Ask our fathers on the ancestral plane
To lead and guide you to victory and out of pain.
You’re not a child, stop taking unnecessary risks.
You’re a man now, stop putting up with your own shit.
Be the parent your child would be proud to have
Be the partner and lover who secures the bag
It’s all so very simple but you’d rather make it hard
Only night reveals who you really are.
Shine bright king, you’re the captain of your ship,
on to other harbors, you’re well equipped.
Tap in and don’t take another sip or inhale
Until you’ve set the intention to prevail.
*Joshua 1:9 – Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.”
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