There you are again
Pulling on my energy
Tugging on me in my sleep
Creeping in my inner thoughts
Too scared to show who you are
Well, I feel you.
And although I can’t see you
I touch you back
Feel the length of you
In my depths
I grasp hold of you
With gasps, plees and ooo’s
Knowing that you must stay there
even though I feel you pulling.
To find you did the worst thing any man could do
Abandon a child
Live a lie with so much truth
I find myself so far from you
That I cannot draw near you
as I had before
Is it love, if you didn’t love them?
As much as you loved me
Or am I fool to believe that it’s true
Real
Faithful
Honorable
Never hide, never lie
This is our painful goodbye.
Somehow I’ve told you everything
I never thought I would,
Then have the audacity to say to me
All the things I “should”
I didn’t understand your positivity
Far too afraid to ask
Hoping one day you would give to me
A moment of your past
Is that what they gave to you
Something I couldn’t
When it all started out so terribly
How could you ever really like me?
Life full of drama running from impending trauma
Too foolish to find my way out
I don’t know why I did it
Can’t see you without him
That you are the last piece of who I was before all of this
Before I was sad and hopeful,
I had a plan
Now I’m bent and broken
On healings long worn path.
What fears have you overcome and how?
I was afraid he’d use you to get to me
And that’s just what he did
When I’m reminded of his penchant
It breaks me down inside
Makes me hide and fear for my safety
Because he said he’d take everything away from me
And I saved it
Screenshot
Of how low you would go to
Go through every page of my book
Break me down
So id have to build myself up
From within.
Do you have a quote you live your life by or think of often?
i teach for the kids not seen and for the truths untold
Because two things can be true – it’s called perception
When using them as a weapon it’s call perspective.
I choose to see through many eyes, love a love that can love colorblind
See where you at and affirm the facts
That-perception is reality
Just because I don’t see like you there is no sentence
The mhmm’s and yeahs an honorable mention.
I can be more than one thing at varying degrees
Because it’s all 360
Just let me dream
To be the change I wanna see
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