rest & rise

What time do you go to bed and wake up currently?

As the sun peeks over the horizon

I open my eyes and think of you

I turn to see you sleeping

Chestnut lids covering dark brown eyes

That look in to mine with passion ablaze

Surely I dreamt of you while sleeping by your side

Hands clasped between our thighs.

I pass the day with sweet nothings and forget me nots

Forging my own path with joy and liberty

And as I lay down to sleep late in the midnight hour

My head on your chest finds rest

Feels so blessed to know you when I rise.

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How do you express your gratitude?

I am so glad to have reached your shores

Somehow I have found this blessing

Bountiful, joyful and plenty,

Slowly unearthing a soul

Free and clean

Just as I am

Not now I should have been

A soft place to land

Queens in a kings seat with equal authority

To that of a man, a swarming army

Not here to paint a fiction

relatively justifying any particular picture

No lie to sell about godhood and patriarchy

a unwilling participant in a capitalistic system

mr. unavailable

What was the last live performance you saw?

Saw some talented poets at poetry slam where I read my poem, mr. unavailable:

excellent service mr. unavailable

emotionally, spiritual and intellectual.

-ly lacking and siphoning

my energy,

with drops of love

so i decided to fill my cup.

and although I’m ever so grateful

this is the year of the faithful.

those who recognize and give their due.

treasure a treasure and not play the fool.

consolation lies in reciprocating,

yet a well run dry leaves one only waiting.

for that which will never come.

can’t call myself dumb.

i believed your every word,

and that which was left unspoken.

you healed the places that were broken,

filled the spaces gone unnoticed.

here there is no blame, only acknowledgement

to those who caught strays

What fears have you overcome and how?

I was afraid he’d use you to get to me

And that’s just what he did

When I’m reminded of his penchant

It breaks me down inside

Makes me hide and fear for my safety

Because he said he’d take everything away from me

And I saved it

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Of how low you would go to

Go through every page of my book

Break me down

So id have to build myself up

From within.