Somehow I’ve told you everything
I never thought I would,
Then have the audacity to say to me
All the things I “should”
I didn’t understand your positivity
Far too afraid to ask
Hoping one day you would give to me
A moment of your past
Is that what they gave to you
Something I couldn’t
When it all started out so terribly
How could you ever really like me?
Life full of drama running from impending trauma
Too foolish to find my way out
I don’t know why I did it
Can’t see you without him
That you are the last piece of who I was before all of this
Before I was sad and hopeful,
I had a plan
Now I’m bent and broken
On healings long worn path.
