arrived

What are your top ten favorite movies?

My therapist says I’ve arrived.

Think I’ll take that seriously.

It’s sad when I make tears well up in her eyes,

When I spill all that’s inside;

Right in front on that couch.

Started to twitch and fidget when I talked about her.

Felt those same physical symptoms when I spoke about him.

She says it’s interesting that you both bring out the dark in me.

But it’s just a shadow,

Spent a long time with me.

Remembering that I am light

despite all that’s happened to me.

Played with my inner child,

Filled coloring pages

Read so meany spreads

Shuffled on the floor, in my car, for those who are special who were once a part

Of my healing.

So now that I’m healed,

She says to visualize,

The life that I actually like,

Well, I happen to be living today.

So right now my top ten favorite movies are: